The fact is that Stardoll has become an unhealthy obsession for me. For once, my life is turning out the way I want it to. I don't want a website holding me back. I don't think I'm going to submit any more posts to the Star Blog, I'm over the fame, I'm over the haters, in tired of it all. The truth is, I don't have to deal with it.
It's not real life, writing for a virtual website won't get me into harvard, I'm going to have to accomplish that through actual work. Stardoll is honestly holding me back a bit. This isn't an all the sudden thing, I've been thinking about it for a few months now.
No, I'm not just quitting. I'm still going to keep up this blog, I'm just done with the Star Blog. I'm in high school, and to be honest, I'm not totally satisfied with my current grades and I want to focus on them more. My school is insanely competitive and having all A's barely put me in the top 3rd (there are 800 people in my grade). I need to step it up a whole lot of I want to get into ivy league. Sorry for the whole personal rant, but I don't have the time to worry about having to answer guest book comments, or to dress up members in my styling studio. I'm not looking to build more friendships online. That just makes one more thing I'll feel insanely guilty about leaving.
I honestly don't know what I'm getting at any more.
(sorry bout the format I'm on my phone, and the baby's crying. Or is the cat meowing? Can't figure out what's what at this point... That sounds weird... I'm next door babysitting...)
-Sabrina (Sabra4390)
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